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July 31, 2026

 

 

from “Sussex”

in Riverteeth: Spring 2026

by Ana Maria Spagna

 

 

“...that slow building is the essence of the whole that surpasses any of its parts”

 

Ana Maria Spagna is an essayist who lives in the North Cascades. Her essay “Sussex,” which originally appeared in the spring edition of Riverteeth, is from her newest collection Coiled: Essays on Urgency and Kinship due to be published this fall.  In our commentary we discuss her masterful weaving of thematic threads to create a subtle and moving whole.

 

You can can read her essay in Riverteeth here and preorder her book here.​​​

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Once, I had a close friend, a coworker, who had to shoot his own dog. He loved the dog, and the dog was very sick, and the vet was very far away. He did what he had to do, and he did it bravely. He dug the grave himself, by hand, near the tack shed beside the horse pasture, a place with a view of light-shifting on the mountains and plenty of mosquitoes, and he buried her there. In the weeks afterward, my friend loitered near the grave. He found excuses to work right there, day after day, and though none of that work mattered, he couldn't bring himself to leave.

 

—Ana Maria Spagna

Commentary

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Sometimes it is hard to pick out a single paragraph in a masterfully written essay because the mastery is in the weaving of the whole, not in any single part. In “Sussex,” the surprising death of Ana Maria Spagna’s brother, Joe, dawns on the reader slowly but inexorably as it did in real life. She begins incongruously it seems with a neighbor who buried a dog but cannot leave the site. Then we are off to the Sussex in New Jersey, a dumpy motel with happy memories of the author and her wife visiting Joe’s family, making a joke about late night revelers they named “the Sussex girls back from the bingo hall.” The second visit she still feels nostalgic for the old Sussex, “just right in its small-scale discomforts,” but while sitting in plastic chairs overlooking the parking lot and swatting mosquitos that are everywhere in this essay, she hears stories about patrons overdosing there. Later we learn that her mother feels imprisoned in a nursing home and her sister is “just out of actual prison,” and Spagna recalls reading a book “about the wrong person dying” and drops another hint: “that’s this story too.” Soon her brother enters a hospital and dies of MRSA a few weeks later. It all seems to sneak up on us as it did on Joe and on her, and that slow building is the essence of the whole that surpasses any of its parts. Going back through the essay a second time, we see what we missed: bears tearing up garbage, her brother celebrating living longer than his dad, Covid and masks worn around necks, the pathetic motel sign pointing the wrong way. And the man with the dead dog?—he dies too. We realize that nothing, in fact, sneaks up on us in this essay. Always there, it waits to take hold.

 

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